So yesterday was a crappy day. I spent two whole weeks studying for the freaking Anatomy test, and it was DAMN hard. It was simply IMPOSSIBLE (especially the lab part, which is 50% of the total grade and I absolutely think it should be only 20%) so I basically cried all night long. Idk why I study so hard and still fail. Argh, I guess I'll just have to study A LITTLE harder... Today was another crappy day. I was tired, I went to Histology class (bah few people went to the class, plus I almost slept even though the documental of Nat Geo was pretty cool... I guess it was because the lights were off) and Idk I just felt really bad the rest of the day, even though in Literature class I read a poem of mine out loud and it seemed like everybody liked it lol. After finishing classes I went with two classmates to Heredia's Mall (Paseo de las flores) to hang out for a while and then we went to San Jose to buy tickets for the FAT (Anime Festival of "Tiquicia") and then I came here and felt horrible. I didn't feel like talking to anybody (still don't feel like it) and when I got online, it seemed like everybody went from available to "not available" or offline. Maybe it was coincidence, or maybe people are just sick of me. Bah I don't really care, although it's pretty depressing. Oh btw, a few months ago I decided to cut my hair myself, and it looked okay UNTIL TONIGHT. arghhh I totally screwed it. Who cares, I'm ugly anyways lol (warning: low self-esteem). I wanted to write another poem, but I started to watch this new anime a friend recommended. Actually I was waiting for it to download on youtube cause I'm only watching the first ep. to see what it's like. Yup, finally, download complete (internet is so slow these days, and my computer is so retarded). I guess I'm going to finish watching the episode, read some Chicken Soup for Teenage Soul cuz I have self-esteem problems, and listen to music until I fall asleep. Good night Tomorrow will just be another normal day. OK, I'll try to fake a smile at least. Nightyyy